I have a friend who is a top. We will call this friend X. X is 'managing' a person we will call Y. Every once in a great while, I will be present when X mentions the need to send a message to Y lifting and/or imposing punishment and/or reward.
I mention this because whenever I am privy to these moments, I get jealous. This sort of play doesn't appeal to me. I am not drawn to it. I would not enjoy it. But I still get jealous. Why would I react this way?
Then it occurred to me. Y is getting attention. It is simply the craving for attention, regardless of the nature of the attention.
This is so revealing. It explains so much about myself and about the humanity that surrounds me.
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The Wombat Hermit is by Ursula Vernon, who also holds copyright on the image. A print adorns the entrance to my temple space. Visit her web site. Buy stuff from her.
The Wombat Hermit is by Ursula Vernon, who also holds copyright on the image. A print adorns the entrance to my temple space. Visit her web site. Buy stuff from her.
Quote of the week
Tell people about your religion without the use of your tongue. - Ian Ja'far Al-Sadiq
What I am filling my head with
- Alan Parsons Project
- Some fantasy novel about bad-ass drows that I inherited from my son.
- The Count of Monte Cristo
About Me
- Disposable Wombat
- North Ogden, Utah, United States
- Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
The Disposable Wombat lives deep behind the Zion Curtain. He works as an software developer for CDK Global Recreation. He is a Thelemite who plays with NOX Oasis. He otherwise just sort of kicks ass. Really.....
Love is the law, love under will.
1 comment:
Dude, I feel like that too. I hate when other people are getting attention and not me. I love to be petted and have my ego stroked. I instinctively know you do too, which is why I tease you so much. You know you love it. Don't you?
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